Paranoia is NOT a Good Look! (Confessions by Tiffany)

[tiffany]

Week One has begun.

Cliques have formed.
I'm with Steve (one of the HOHs), David, Arlie and Jen I believe. This probably is the best that could have happened for me, even though I'd love to bump Zach and be cliqued together with Nat, Jun, Corey and Sarah. I heard that Jen was trying to promote me as inactive to the rest of the house, now she's stuck with me for now. LOL Suck it. Now we can become bondy. But anyway yeah, I think I would have been in trouble if I was not in a safe clique.

It's tough to hold conversations with 19 other people at once.
I better get back to it.

[tiffany]

When I saw my new DT, I thought something happened to Corey!

I spent a bit of time with the crazies in the main house chat on Discord. Fun times. I just want to be seen as a goofball. I think I'm being successful. lol That way they don't see Tiff coming when she cuts them. haha We'll see, Tiff. We'll see.

[tiffany]

Ooof. I loved Steven's nomination ceremony, but not the nominees. I hope Corey can get out of this one, but not by winning the BOTB so that I become vulnerable. I love you Corey, but I love me more! I also like Sarah, she seemed nice. lol

[tiffany]

uh oh. Porsche just told me her DT is already on the block. That means it's Corey or Sarah.

I was talking to Steve. I think I would like to work with him long term. Since we're both such silly gooses, I suggested we align and call ourselves Two Peas.

Two Peas with Steven.
Junie and the Pussycats with Jun and Nat.

Something (not sure what) with Shelli.
Something (for how long?) with Corey.

Some weird relationship forming with Evil Jen.


But anyway, I'm trying to chat with Porsche, to help guide her with her noms, so she remembers me being so helpful, if I become vulnerable later in the week. If anyone but Jun (also Erika) is nominated, I'll be happy.

[tiffany]

I'm also giving her bits of information (nothing game changing), so she'll think I'll be a well she can return to over and over. I'm basically being borderline annoying by just talking a whole bunch.

[tiffany]

Important updates:

Jun said Porsche told her she's safe. Excellent.
And I like Kelsey!

That is all.

lol

[tiffany]

WEEK TWO

Sarah had to leave the game due to unfortunate family circumstances. So the week ended with her departure.
Bright side: Corey's still here.
Not so bright side: Steven, as outgoing HoH, can't compete in this one.

I feel like my clique is in trouble lol Jen (Sir Laughsalot) didn't seem very confident in her abilities, same with Arlie. I know I suck(ed), and haven't heard from David. So instead, I have to hope one of my other friends wins HoH. A Shelli, a Jun, a Natalie, an Erika, a Corey, a Kelsey even. One or two of those people winning would be ideal.

But I hope I flopped enough in comps so far, that I'm not seen as a threat in that sense. Easy to beat in future comps! That's me! Yes, I did only go for half an hour. I apologize, but it's difficult to block out an entire hour on a weekend, where I wouldn't have been able to do much more than sit there posting for that whole time. I know there are much faster people, so I cut my losses at the 30 minute mark, to at least show I tried.

That's pretty much all there is to report at this time.

[tiffany]

So after seeing those results, I DO NOT feel bad at all about my performance, and dropping out at the half hour mark. I was not going to win, and I clearly put in more effort than some people.

I have to now look at the cliques again to see what the chances are of my being completely safe this week. I think Cody would want me to stay, but I can also see him potentially wanting to use me as a pawn. We'll see. I'll be back soon.

[tiffany]

Vulnerable:
Steve, Jen, Tiff, David, Arlie
Porsche, Michael, Natalie, Shelli, Jackie

Safe for now:
Becky, Jun, Corey, *Cody*
Howard, Ika, Kelsey, Erika, *Zach*

The first thing Cody said was "time for revenge". I think that means Porsche will likely be one of his noms. David didn't try in the comp at all. Could he be the second? Anyone but me, please.

I have no idea what Zach will do but I can't see him nominating Michael for some reason. And probably not Shelli either. Anyone but me, please.

I'm glad Jun, Corey, Kelsey and Erika are safe for now. Bummed Howard can't be nominated.

[tiffany]

Well. Cody subtly/not subtly hinting that I should spend time talking to Zach over him. So I went to Zach. lol
Told him I understand someone has to be nominated but nobody wants it to be them. I'd understand if it had to be me, but I'm willing to work something out if he wanted, and left him with that. He said he was posting his thoughts in his DR, so you probably know everything already.

At least I'd have BOTB and POV to save myself.

[tiffany]

For real though, how does a guy who didn't even bother to compete for hoh escape not one, but two nomination ceremonies?

I told Zach I wouldn't be mad at him if he was going to nominate me, but I'm furious.

[tiffany]

Well, I need to get my name, and my face, and my silliness and charm the pants off of everyone, so that if I remain on the block by the end of the week, nobody can bare parting with me. lol

[tiffany]

I really hope Jen and I get off the block. We've really bonded over this last week, not by choices of our own, but I'm glad it happened. Straight after the Battle of the Block, I went into the veto comp. I should have started from the other side of the maze, it was easier. lol My time was around 8 minutes, so there's definitely going to be faster times.

But I'm hoping if it's not me, that it's Cody. Or Corey. I think they might be the only ones who'd save me.

[tiffany]

God, Cody! When I saw he liked the BOTB results, he got my hopes up. lol
But it was closer than I thought it'd be. Darn it all.
Now everyone is eligible to compete for pov. I wonder if Jen's already throwing me under the bus...

[tiffany]

So I don't expect to win pov, and unless Jen does, I don't see noms changing. So I have to start to try to gather votes, but nobody wants to talk about it. "there's still pov". And I'm like, "yeah but not really". Who's going to use it this early besides one of the nominees, whose odds are impossible with everyone eligible to play?

If Jen vs Tiff is final, these are the people casting votes:

Arlie - probably not
Becky - I'd like to think I'd have her
Cody - doesn't like Jen, likes me, should vote to keep me
Corey - SHOULD vote to keep me
David - not expecting anything from him at all, he's been pretty anti-social with me and non noncontributing, but still safe
Erika - I mean, I'd like to think she'd keep me
Howard - no idea
Ika - could go either way, but I'd hope I'd have her support
Jackie - who knows?
Jun - I mean, I'd like to think she'd keep me, but it's Jun so who knows?
Kelsey - I would hope she'd keep me
Michael - probably keep Jen over me, he told me he talks to her more, I appreciate his honesty
Nat - told me she'd vote to keep me over Jen
Porsche - not sure
Shelli - I want to believe she'd keep me, but I have weird feelings
Steve - I don't know his relationship with Jen, but I hope Steve would keep me

Zach (TB) - told him I'm still willing to work out some deal moving forward