Finding Faith [Diary Room]

[kelsey]

Porsche may go home this week which is going to make me sad. Corey will probably end up being the replacement but I sure wish it was Erika. Ugh.

[kelsey]

Now Erika may leave <3

[kelsey]

I apologize once again for being really bad with diary rooms.

Let’s recap real quick on last round and then we will move into this one and my thoughts going into the final six.

Final 8 was a mess. I was so happy I won Head of Household because I wanted Erika out, she is someone who doesn’t like me, will never work with me and has made it her mission to cause whatever turmoil she can that involves me. Arlie was an easy pawn because we never work well together in any game ever. Plus, he was also against me. My alliance of PCK (which I basically exposed and blew up) and The Dark Side (Corey, Porsche and myself) wanted Howard out. So when Erika won power of veto I originally had Howard as the replacement nominee but I felt like that wasn’t my best move leaving in 2 sure people who would be against me and someone like Cody who I felt would eventually turn against me. However, the way I handled the round was indeed messy!! I told Howard and Natalie the name of the alliance and tried to blame it on Cody. So I decided to just throw Cody up there, a lot of people weren’t happy including Cody but it in a way didn’t hurt me too bad.

Natalie winning this week’s HoH was awesome. Especially how it’s turned out. But I knew that she really didn’t have a logical reason to target me right now, even if I have been in a lot of alliances… plus she has been too. I saved her during backwards week, didn’t nominate her my other two HoH reigns and we have had a good connection and relationship for most of the game. I knew that she was going to probably target any 2 of Corey/Cody or Porsche but she obviously put up the two people she thought were the biggest threats to her. I was hoping that Cody or Erika wouldn’t win veto. Cody won, which was better than Erika winning and it looked like for a while that Nat was just going to throw up Corey. I didn’t want to seem demanding and push my agenda too hard so I told her I supported whatever but felt Erika needed to go. Porsche had a good talk with her and Erika ended up on the block which made me happy.

It’s been a long, long rivalry this entire game. Ever since week 3 or whenever I decided to try and help Steve stay. Going into next week I need to figure out how I want to approach these next couple rounds and the best way to not only get myself to the end but with a shot at winning the game. I feel like I have a lot of connections going into the final six but that could also be harmful to my game. I’m trying to rebuild my relationship with Cody right now but I feel at this point he has to be one of my nominees along with probably Howard? We shall see.

[kelsey]

Final 6 HoHs as Kelsey are kinda my thing! I'm super freaking happy.

[austin]

What is this non-sense? Sis, imagine if I played this season. We would have had the whole house shook. Kill it!

[kelsey]

Aug 15, 2017 19:29:20 GMT austin said:

What is this non-sense? Sis, imagine if I played this season. We would have had the whole house shook. Kill it!

You and liz should've played 

[kelsey]

I'm livid at Corey and Porsche for keeping Cody. I should've just used the veto on Howard because I felt keeping Howard in even if he was after me was better for my game for multiple reasons. I see them though. They obviously want each other in the end. I need to try to team up with Natalie and pray for a miracle which I believe could happen! I'm not going down without a fight. My story isn't finished.

[kelsey]

Hoping Porsche puts up Cody!!! I also spent 2 hours taking notes, it was exhausting but I hope it pays off.

[kelsey]

I was glad Porsche won HoH but I would've been fine with a Natalie HoH anyway. She promised me that even after what happened after last round and me outing the PCK alliance she would put up Cody. Natalie was always going to be her other nominee. Which is obvious, I was just happy that Cody was nominated and by Porsche herself. I sent some conversation that I had with Cody about calling Porsche a threat and emphasizing that she's a previous winner. He thinks I'm slimy for it but I just wanted to make sure that Porsche didn't try to have a change of heart and keep him again. Plus we are after each other at this point and he's amazing at challenges. I adore Cody though, I think he's great.

That veto was hard and I totally interpreted question nine wrong. I'm glad Porsche won it, that was the best case scenario other than myself. She plans on not using it so I asked Porsche what she wanted this week and she told me to do whatever especially after what happened last round lmao. But that she feels Cody going would be the better move. So that's good if she sticks to it, I just need to make sure that Corey votes Cody out too just incase and reinforce "The Dark Side" alliance.

Right now I think I would take Corey or Porsche to the end still but I'm torn between the two. I think Natalie would be harder to beat than people give her credit and she has a couple friends on the jury. I believe if I make it to the end I deserve to win, I'll just have to make people want me to as well. I have faith though

I can taste the end 

[kelsey]

I just realized the person who saved me with veto week 4, the person I saved during backwards week and the person I saved with the DPOV are all about to be in the final 4 with me.

That's kinda iconic 

[kelsey]

I swear they better not keep Cody again.

[kelsey]

Corey is keeping Natalie I'm pretty sure, phew.

[kelsey]

If you would have told me in the beginning I would be here I would have told you..

But I'm here and now it's time to win HoH!

[kelsey]

Fuuuuck. Time to try to make Porsche pull a Steve at f4.

[kelsey]

DAMN!!!! I tried my best, thanks for another amazing season muah!