[Diary Room - Round 4]

[jackie]

Everything from week 2 until now is going back to revolving around Zach and Becky and I guess Natalie is close to them

this round feels like Arlie is doing Zach and Becky's work if Kelsey leaves 

[jackie]

Sooo I want to evict Jen, I really do. though after some time of thinking about it, is this really right for me in the long term?? Jen is the one person who is going to go after Zach and Becky whom I think are already huge threats and playing everyone. HOWEVER the problem is, I do not think the votes will be there to keep Jen unless I try to convince Erika to make this move, but do I really want to? Another thing, idk how close Erika is to Zach and Becky and afraid she might leak me wanting to keep Jen and i know it's going to get back to Arlie. I know I'm good with David and Arlie, do i really want to cause chaos and ruin my position?   Even if I convince Erika to do a move with me, I still don't think the numbers will be there and I will only be putting myself in a shittier position.  

Here's what I think is going to happen before going to prance around asking people:

Votes to evict David: Corey, Kelsey, Shelli, Porsche
Votes to evict Jen: Becky, Zach, Erika, Cody, Natalie, Jun, [Ika, Howard]

I am not sure yet what Ika and Howard is going to do but I have a feeling that they would evict Jen but there is a chance that they could choose to evict David (but like slim chance of that happening). If they choose to evict David, then fml, I'm going to have to make a decision. :/ Right now, I'm going to let Ika and Howard play up the middle, make a decision and decide what I will do after I talk to them.

yeah I've told the Jen evictors that I'm evicting Jen too because I don't want it to get back to Arlie and have him find out that I'm wishy washy on this but I officially have not decided yet. I'm going to tell David evictors that I don't think the numbers are there though it would be a better move.

[jackie]

Jackie - Today at 11:31 PM
yeah she does bring up good points though like i know she would be after zach, becky, cody and arlie before me. but i just am not sure if the numbers are there to keep her
Porsche - Today at 11:31 PM
yeah, that's what she was pitching me too
I'm actually considering it
she would need 7 and it might be a little hard to get

I KNEW she would consider keeping Jen. This game is getting predictable, I'm figuring things out and its only week 4. *yawn*

[jackie]

Message from Ika:
last night i would have said vote Jen

but I have some tea to spill we need to talk

I think Shelli got through to Ika's head and this vote could come down to me. If Ika evicts David, I know Howard would do the same. I do get the logics of keeping Jen, I do but like why the hell would I need to evict David? Someone who I know that would be on my side for the long term and someone who I can fully trust? I think in this situation keeping Jen feels short term and keeping David has more long term benefits for me. It comes down to loyalty for me. Plus, the ones that I am closest to are evicting Jen, so am Im gonna ruin my relationships for them to do others bidding? On the other side, the only one that I cared to keep safe was Kelsey and I got that.

I know Zach and Becky can't be trusted, though I also know that Shelli can't be trusted long term either.   either way, I'm not voting for anyone, I am voting for me.  
#teamjackie 

[jackie]

So I guess Shelli leaked an alliance of Zach, Becky, Jun and Natalie to Jen last night... but apparently Becky says Jun leaked it to Shelli earlier. Why am I not bothered by this? lololol if this was the old me, I would jump on board and evict David but I'm not that person and I'm thinking logical of what is better for me in the long run. Also like, I know that I have to get rid of my allies allies, but I'm not going to do it in a flip flopping way.