Post by howard on Jul 1, 2017 20:15:58 GMT
that moment when proboards doesn't save your shit and you leave the page accidentally, i hate myself.
so ayoooooo, sorry i'm being lame and not posting shit. i'mma give you a quick rundown of the last few rounds so you catch up on my feels.
the double eviction round went sorta as planned. ika stayed through a tight ass vote (hella skeptical of why michael got some votes to stay, a little worried bout that shit. probly an alliance) and steve left.
steve left because jun wanted it. plain and simple. i wasn't 100% sure why jun was so passionate about it, but it makes more sense now that some SHIT happened recently and i'll touch up on that after my summary of the last few weeks.
so then the next week rolls around and arlie wins hoh, after a tight ass side vs side hoh battle royale. this hoh i threw, i wanted to hit insta death. i literally hunted for it after i hit zach once "on accident", at least that's what i told him. i actually hit zach on purpose because, at the time, i knew he had shit going on that i wasn't a part of and i feel that of anyone, he'd believe that my hit on him was an accident. like zach a ton, and i dont think he'd nominate me, but i had a feeling at the time that he had some power in this house (altho i never woulda thought nat and jun would be in on it, more about that later).
so then jen is on the block, and this is where i kinda had to turn passive and be ok with jen leaving. jen really wanted me to campaign to save her, but i didn't want to do that too much. there were already rumors after the side vs side bowl shit that was happening and i didn't want to get roped into the losing side. jen's an awesome friend and i really would much rather she be here, but sometimes you can't work your magic and you gotta say adios. she will be missed, that's for sure, and she opened a lotta eyes in her eviction.
and now we hit the present day. i honestly think i'm hustling so well, but i'm not sure if people see it or not. i think i got a lotta hands in a lotta cookie jars, and i can't name a lot of people that would nom me. my activity side is on the bottom half, but not so low that people think i'm not trying. i'm actually trying HELLA hard.
i am also doing what i do best: schmoozing. people come to me about shit, and i ham them up and agree with them. everyone that talks to me, i want them to think that i'm with their mindset. i'm also honest, to a degree, about my game with everyone so that no one suspects me to be a snake.
people that i have a complete grasp on imo: ika, natalie, jun (snake emoji), cody, arlie, kelsey, david, porsche.
people that i think would never go for me but i dont know their game too well: zach, corey, shelli.
people that i think might go for me and i need to see leave asap: becky, jackie, erika.
this hoh, i dont think i'll throw, only because i want to define my loyalties and do whats best for ME. Arlie's hoh last round was stupid, jen was never going after him, which makes me think he's close to people that jen WOULD go after. it just seems like that's the only possible reason to his motive. the kelsey nom made sense though.
and on jun and her shadiness: i really dont mind. she's a snake, but she got caught and i think she'll come crawling back to the Howards Honey's alliance i'm in w/ ika and natalie.
sorry if this was unplanned and just word vomit, i shoulda preplanned this. but anyways, yee, this is what i'm up to and i should post more now that i stopped the blockage in my brain when it comes to confessionals 8) sorry for taking so long.
so ayoooooo, sorry i'm being lame and not posting shit. i'mma give you a quick rundown of the last few rounds so you catch up on my feels.
the double eviction round went sorta as planned. ika stayed through a tight ass vote (hella skeptical of why michael got some votes to stay, a little worried bout that shit. probly an alliance) and steve left.
steve left because jun wanted it. plain and simple. i wasn't 100% sure why jun was so passionate about it, but it makes more sense now that some SHIT happened recently and i'll touch up on that after my summary of the last few weeks.
so then the next week rolls around and arlie wins hoh, after a tight ass side vs side hoh battle royale. this hoh i threw, i wanted to hit insta death. i literally hunted for it after i hit zach once "on accident", at least that's what i told him. i actually hit zach on purpose because, at the time, i knew he had shit going on that i wasn't a part of and i feel that of anyone, he'd believe that my hit on him was an accident. like zach a ton, and i dont think he'd nominate me, but i had a feeling at the time that he had some power in this house (altho i never woulda thought nat and jun would be in on it, more about that later).
so then jen is on the block, and this is where i kinda had to turn passive and be ok with jen leaving. jen really wanted me to campaign to save her, but i didn't want to do that too much. there were already rumors after the side vs side bowl shit that was happening and i didn't want to get roped into the losing side. jen's an awesome friend and i really would much rather she be here, but sometimes you can't work your magic and you gotta say adios. she will be missed, that's for sure, and she opened a lotta eyes in her eviction.
and now we hit the present day. i honestly think i'm hustling so well, but i'm not sure if people see it or not. i think i got a lotta hands in a lotta cookie jars, and i can't name a lot of people that would nom me. my activity side is on the bottom half, but not so low that people think i'm not trying. i'm actually trying HELLA hard.
i am also doing what i do best: schmoozing. people come to me about shit, and i ham them up and agree with them. everyone that talks to me, i want them to think that i'm with their mindset. i'm also honest, to a degree, about my game with everyone so that no one suspects me to be a snake.
people that i have a complete grasp on imo: ika, natalie, jun (snake emoji), cody, arlie, kelsey, david, porsche.
people that i think would never go for me but i dont know their game too well: zach, corey, shelli.
people that i think might go for me and i need to see leave asap: becky, jackie, erika.
this hoh, i dont think i'll throw, only because i want to define my loyalties and do whats best for ME. Arlie's hoh last round was stupid, jen was never going after him, which makes me think he's close to people that jen WOULD go after. it just seems like that's the only possible reason to his motive. the kelsey nom made sense though.
and on jun and her shadiness: i really dont mind. she's a snake, but she got caught and i think she'll come crawling back to the Howards Honey's alliance i'm in w/ ika and natalie.
sorry if this was unplanned and just word vomit, i shoulda preplanned this. but anyways, yee, this is what i'm up to and i should post more now that i stopped the blockage in my brain when it comes to confessionals 8) sorry for taking so long.
