Heeey lovelies
First I wanted to say thanks for the invite <3 I wasn't expecting to be here at all so I'm excited that a shit ton of people dropped LOL
Honestly...no. I still have literally no idea how to play Big Brother. I could probably write you a strategic textbook on how to play Survivor ORGs, and for some reason literally none of it translates into online Big Brother. It seems the baseline is: win competitions, and be friendly/aligned with everyone. So that's what I'm gonna try to do! Maybe I'll win my first competition.
Yah, a lot of people here are familiar faces. Apparently my entire fucking season is here, which is a bit scary. One, because I hate almost EVERYONE from my season (minus Arlie and Naeha, baes xo). Two, we will be perceived as this big scary block probably? Three, everyone from my season already threw me down the fucking river before...why wouldn't they do that again in order to decrease their threat level?
So yeah, I'm not about it. My goal is to distance away from them about as much as humanely possible, even if that means putting em all up if I win an HoH. I'm not going down with their ship.
Other people I know: Cody, Jen, Jun, Sarah, Zach. I might know others too, I just don't recognize them. My relationships with these people vary from coldly awkward, to really good. Sarah, Zach, and I kind of run in the same ORG clique, so I'm expecting that we will align in one way or the other. If history goes to show, Sarah and Zach will be perceived as a tight pair, so there's not much I can do about it really.
Jen and I's relationship is awkward at best. Nav would always joke about how he hates me, but then I realized he might .. actually hate me LMFAO. We'll see.
Cody I haven't talked to in literally two years, but we seem to be getting along fine with now.
I'm not gonna shade literally anyone because I might be the least deserving person of being here hahahaaha. I think the only person who has a lamer looking record than me is Jackie.
I think it's interesting because if people know me, they either know me as Becky...or they know me as Zach from outside this game. And I think if people only know me as Becky, they're going to have the perception that I'm a rat. Which is still a reputation that from that game I don't necessarily agree with (I was loyal to the BB17 alliance, they just all happened to turn on me), but I will definitely be working on shaking that off. My policy this game is to have sealed lips. No sharing info to people unless I am absolutely fucking sure that I can trust them.
But do I think my reputation as a rat could hurt me? Absolutely. I think people (especially people from my season) are going to be a bit wary of actually trusting me. And to be honest, I am INCREDIBLY WARY of trusting most of them. So there's a bit of tension there for sure that could bite me, because there is only one of me .. and like five of them.
If people know me as Zach...well the reputation is a bit all over the place I guess. I tend to be a bit of a chameleon in these games in terms of what kind of "threat" I am. Sometimes I'm the social threat. sometimes I'm he challenge threat. Sometimes I'm the strategic threat. sometimes I'm not a threat at all. I think GENERALLY though, if someone knows me as Zach they're going to be a bit more inclined to trust me? Generally I'm super loyal to a fault, so I think people that see that side of me will not be a threat to me.
If I put a lot of effort into improving my challenge game ... yes. I do think I was one of the best social players on my season of BB until I got exposed. o if I can win some challenges, I think that'll work out hugely in my favor. In my season of BB, I had zero control, and that's something I'd like to change.
Jun told me you thought I looked like a tard
Kat 
But thanks for ratting out Jun
